okay, i am finally beginning to feel a bit more myself these days. this is not to say that i don't get a good weepy cry wave flood over me during my drives into work, and while my deep depression over losing my dad still lingers (forever), it's been about 9 months and i actaully only now feel like the cloud over my heart might be breaking up a bit - to make way for tiny bits of sunshine.
let's just say that i knew the sun was trying to crack it's way in when last weekend i finally cleaned, vacuumed and armoraled my entire VW car. egads...wrigley was getting lost in the back seat from all her own shedding. yikes, it was bad. my dad would have been in a state about this particular lack of maintenance...his cars were always in mint condition. i mean showroom kept!
anyway, not only do i now have a squeaky clean car, i went an bought myself a new comfy reading chair that will be getting some good sunlight and quality slouching time from me - with a good view out the window...so bye bye (for this moment) to my heartsick blues, and lets hear it for the sunshine, a clean car and a comfy reading chair!
cheers,
linda
Such a thoughtful post Linda... hope the sun continues to shine for you
xo Laurie
Posted by: Laurie | June 18, 2009 at 09:42 AM